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It's about you, about me, about number one. I don't mean that as in, be evil to everyone how gets in your way or makes it hard own you. NO! No, no, no. We need to care about others, its part of being a developed human being, but how can we do this? When we don't understand what we, the singular person, need. Simple answer, you cant, or at least, I cant. And I am not saying I have found the one big secret to inner peace,  I don't even know if there is one right answer to that question. It's the same thing as asking what beauty is. There is no right answer. But I do know that when you find the right answer for you, everything makes a little more scene and get a hole lot easier.

As most of you know, my milt genera project was own bravery, but that just part of it. The hole picture for me are the thinks that make me feel complete make me feel like the person I am.  Simple, clean and no bull shit.

Blacksmithing, this was a god send. I final had found that one thing that I felt I was good at, and could expand into both a hobby and a art form. Pounding hot metal, working with not against it, to make something is the big picture in my shop. Sometime things don't go the way you want and that ok, just set it aside, make new or change it all together.

Junior Maine Guide, was what I would call a building experience. Meaning that you learned how to get along with other and work as a team. It is all so the best leadership training I have ever herd of.  This, for me was all so a test as well as a learning trip. I was going to find out it I had IT. I still couldn't tell what IT is, other than work ethic, friendship, determination, caring, bravery, loyalty, and all the other things I want to be. This was were I wanted to go and find it. Wasn't just learning how to guide other people, it was also a little of finding yourself.

So here as my last post, I am saying move forward, don't stay stagnate, look for those things that make you happy, and once you have found then work own them, get better at it, and they apply it. So you are in control of your fate and you the most important person can now be the most.